September 2012
Been listening to a lot of rap lately....
WU TANG, NWA, Atmosphere….
YES.
August 2012
“
I sit here
drunk now.
I am
a series of
small victories
and large defeats
and I am as
amazed
as any other
that
I have gotten
from there to
here
without committing murder
or being
murdered;
without
having ended up in the
madhouse.
as I drink alone
again tonight
my soul despite all the past
agony
thanks all the gods
who were not
there
for me
then.
I need my friends....
soon I’ll be back at school and I can deal with things…
I am not good enough
I am never good enough.
Why do I even bother trying if I am never enough?
What do I have to do?
